So at the moment the title explains it all - I feel like whatever I do just ends up back at the start. I just start sorting something or feeling better then something happens or someone ruins it; and I guess this puts me down. Like what do you do when you feel like nothing your doing is helping? What do you do when you feel like you let someone in and then they hurt you? Maybe it is by mistake - but if they understood you then it wouldnt happen. ARGH. So frustrating... sometimes you just wish you could skip all the bad stuff in your life and just enjoy the good...
Its so frustrating not knowing whats right and whats wrong. One moment your thinking 'yee this is right' then something happens and its back to square one. Like how much confusion do you need in one life? :') ... also persuasion sucks!! Like how easily are you persuaded by others? Me - Easily. I hate it! Like if someone says something inside im thinking 'yee course' and its more than likely a mistake GRR ... I guess in this world you should only listen to yourself - as thats why your here, if your not happy then you cant make others happy.
Well thats my little vent over ... had to get it out its been annoying me :') ...
Had a dance festival over this weekend - my group make me proud :) <3 ... they all performed well and enjoyed it so all that matters... Got comp in like 2 weeks - SO EXCITED! Yet really nervous! My group have already achieved SO much this year - so i'm happy whatever; for me its the experience that counts; they have already achieved so much to me! :)
well hopefully soon my life will sort itself out :') ... and I hope whatever happens is right...
much love xox
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