Hmmm...

Up early again this morning... trying to think of some ideas and inspiration for the lil' sis <3 ... So 3 songs so far all of which have pretty much been about relationships and love... so maybe try something different? I duno I guess love ect is a main subject but... hmmm... How about doing one about being young and things you have had to face to become older? ... like one minute you were playing with building blocks & boys were snotty annoying things and now your more concerned with how you look, being on a computer and how to impress the lads? Why do we change? ... OR how about writing a song for your parents? They have supported you through everything and your mom loves your singing so ... I'm sure she would be exceptionally proud to here something like that sang in the show ;) :) ... OR you could combine abit of the two maybe?? Growing up but how your parents were there to make sure you didnt choose the wrong path?

... If you wanna stick with like relationship/love then maybe look at like the cheating side? You could perhaps do it from your point of view?? like sing it as in your the one thats cheated? 'cus most of the time they are about the lads cheating and the girls are angry... 'irreplaceable' ... 'too little, too late' ... I duno hope this has helped anyway ... need anymore like thoughts on it just ask :) ... maybe you could do both ?

So lately I keep getting that feeling when your down but you don't really know why... well you do... but maybe you just don't wanna accept that that's the reason? I duno ... sometimes it feels like maybe i know the reason and other times im just sat there like whattt?? ... And how about when you keep telling youself it doesn't matter and to forget it but then you get wound up about it?? ... obviously it does matter then?? I guess it connects to my last post where you can't forget things that once mattered to you... but when you know that what matters to you does not matter to someone else, I'm thinking that that helps you to forget it!..  Was speaking to the lil sis about this last night and I think what I have just said is what we came up with anyway ;) :) ... so wasn't just my thinking there, some of the efforts go to the lil sis :P

On a positive note ...  how come you have set people to make you happy?? Like mine would be my girls, moodle and my brother :) ... like they can make me laugh when I really don't want to :') ... but I love that about them!

Going to butlins with the girls soon! Cannot wait... get away from here for abit :')! Gta get the 'Plans' into action :')... need to go shopping girls ;) get the itching powder :P ...

OOO and Bambi's birthday party is the end of this week! Its pairs fancy dress... Im with the Pea <3 ... No ideas as of yet cus we are so cool ;) :P ... but hopefully we should come up with somthin! And sleeping in the classic tent :s... so probs gonna be freezing but ahh well thats the fun I guess :')

Neways that was a bit of a random blog but ahhh well :P :) Going to watch Scooby-Doo now cus I'm that busy... :')

Byeeee xx