I guess this is hello...

Hey ...

So I guess I better introduce myself first. I'm going by the name of 'Belle' on my blog; it's one of my nicknames which I seem to like and it's stuck! I'm 21 at present, just finished my last year at uni and graduating in October; I studied sport. I am the coach of a dance group, whom mean everything to me; they are my world. I live to teach them right now... god knows where I would be without them!! Seriously! Other than that I'm an ordinary girl... confident and bubbly... the happy girl; well until someone upsets me aha.

I have a brother and sister, both of which mean the world to me! I live with the rents at present; they support me through thick and thin and have always been there for me! I have a pet dog, who I am with pretty much 24/7 I had her for my 21st Birthday and couldn't have asked for a better dog, she manages to make me smile everyday! I have a boyfriend, whom loves me and does all he can to support me. And then I have 2 Girls whom my life evolves around... Bambi is my sister by heart; so close we may as well just live together :') ... and Pea is the one who knows my life story and I know hers; not a moment passes where its silent when you put us two together aha.

I have many friends whom mean alot to me and make me laugh... Alex is a major for making me laugh :') ... but there is no way I could mention everyone! I guess you g through life and make friends and relationships as you go... some stay forever and some pass by... but I guess I just have to grip on to the ones that I don't wanna loose... and hope they are gripping bak :)

So this blog... I have decided I will blog more about emotions or certain things that have annoyed me or made me think ... I am no way gnna do an everyday 'my life' blog... I havnt got the time and i think that will turn out boring tbh... I did blog before and it helps with the stresses of life :') so I'm hoping this wll do the same <3

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So a couple of things to mention...

Something that is really annoying me today is how people tend to change... there is nothing you can do to stop them, but in your head your wishing you cud grab hold of them and squeeze them till they come back 'normal'! I guess some people change for the better... but when they don't :(

Another thing is promises... when someone gives you a promise do you know that they will keep it? Like deep inside do u trust them? .... I guess the promise I was given recently I was right about; I alredi sorta knew ... but still why do people give promises if they are just gonna hurt you in the long run?

Lastly I have been asked by the lil sis to give her some inspiration for her new song shes writing ... she needs help with the goodsides of breaking up in a relationship... so what do we reckon? ... I'm thinking along the lines of when you have been in a relationship so long that you never argue, you crave something to happen just to create an argument... you wanna feel some other emotion rather than just being told 'i love you' 'your perfect' i guess... don't get me wrong no girls wants to be given abuse, but a good argument and break-up can also lead to an amazing make-up! Also the feeling of wantin and thinkin 'what if i was single?' always occurs in thoughts when bein in a relationship i guess... but when you are single the question always comes along 'what if i was in a relationship?' ... I guess its like scales that can be balanced but they never stay balanced forever... relationships need a break-up to create drama... to give people the chance to fight for love i guess... to fight for some1 else rather than themself... well i hope that helps bambi <3 :)

So I guess thats it for now... Fairly long post but it is the first one :')