Something Different...

So I have decided to do something abit different for this post... I looked at quotes and stuff on the internet and picked things or ideas that stood out to me or made me think... Had a bit of a strange day today to be honest; different emotions up one second, down the next I guess ... just one of those days... Neways the girls did ask me to speak about some stuff but girls I will do that in my next blog... I'll write the stuff down so i don't forget ;)... but for now this will hopefully entertain ya :P

So firstly this image...

This completely and utterly relates to my life at the moment... don't you ever feel like you don't know whats going to be happening next? Like i guess you know what you want to happen but life never works like that does it... You meet new people every day but you never know how they will relate to you or alter your life at that time... heyho I'm hoping the plot will be a happy plot, I wish I could be the one writing the script but thats not gonna happen!!

'Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak. Sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go' - I always hear myself saying 'I give up' ... sometimes out loud but mainly in my head :') ... who doesn't? But this quote makes me think ... sometimes I say it in relation to dance but then I don't give up bcus I have my girls who I know will make me proud and I will see them catch their dream one day ... giving up on dance would not mean that I was strong... surely it would mean im weak? As long as I have the people who keep me going, who keep me strong and tell me that we are achieving I will never give up ... dance is my life always will be and nothing will ever come between that. On the other side though when I say I give up on friendships or things like that ... well surely thats where I'm weak? If the friendship hurts do you have to make yourself walk away? Bcus dependent on the person your fighting for in my head thats hell of a task... how can you walk away from someone you believe in and want them to respect you the way you respect them? God thats tough!

'You never realize how much you like someone until you watch them with someone else' - I think this quote alone is a simple statement. This stood out to me for one reason... somebody asked me a question the other day when we were driving; and I think this may help with the answer :) ...

'Sometimes people put up walls not to keep others out... But to see who cares enough to tear them down' - This quote stuck out to me as i realised that this was the answer to most of my thoughts today... I am the type of person to put up these 'walls' (I'm not gonna ie about that) ... but I realised that if the people that matter to me can't see past that and try and 'tear them down' they arnt worth my energy! Hey look at me for once... thats kinda positive! I guess I need to see that people who mean something to me doesn't mean that I mean anything to them... I need to let them people go... show them I don't need them. I have my girls... friends will always be there :) (Well, I hope!). 

 Second Image...

Can you ever let go of something that was that close to you, it was in your heart? Sometimes I wish I could... just forget certain things... but it never happens! However  much you try I don't think you can just 'let it go'. Even within dance... if i have a vision of what I want something to look like, and the girls are struggling to do it... yes I shut my eyes and breath but there is no way i'm letting it go cus its something i want! Want, huh? Many times in life your goin to want things but can't have them... does that men you forget them?

'Meeting you was fate, becoming your friend was choice, but falling in love with you was beyond my control' - I've heard this so many times in my life, yet it still chooses to stick... i guess it connects to the top image... you don't know what roles will stick in your life and mean something to you ... like when I first met bambi... i never knew that when she first walked into the rooms we woul be like we are now... yet i couldn't imagine it differently! You can't control nothing in your life really... everything happens for a reason... you can't change it.

Neways thats enough for now... my blabbing on about rubbish :') hey ho it helps my girlies out :p ;) ... im gonna go get some munch, then maybe read and then sleep I guess :) ...

Much Love & Remember We might not get Tomorrow'...